Coming Back

Coming back to London

just doesn’t feel the same

and still this familiar skyline

is haunted with rain

 

And yet I have a head full of memories

from the times spent with my lover;

though she may be absent,

I know I need not another.

 

My heart still beats with

the same conviction as before;

I will carry on triumphantly,

loving you even more.

 

For when you are not there

it is if my soul has been stripped bare

and the sun has stopped shining

in its empty sky.

 

Now I am just a poor lover

robbed of my throne,

whilst the question ‘Why?’

still hums out in drones.

 

Everything is colourless;

even the bird has stopped chiming its song!

Yet another reminder

that this distance is wrong.

 

So let us cut it down at the root,

crushing its sour presence underfoot.

 

No matter where we might be,

we wll overcome this distance;

just you and me.

As Soon As I Let Go

Love paints a smile across my face

Creating new memories

From the ones I had erased

 

For what use is there

In holding onto the old

When Happiness starts to emerge

Allowing new dreams to unfold?

 

Whilst under this weight

I have been lifting

 

Time’s dark shadow

Has been drifting

 

Over the covers

Of my beating heart,

 

Longing to pull

Love’s strings apart

 

But this I know,

There has come a new hope

To shatter apart that darkness

 

As soon as I let go

And With The End Of The Year

And with the end of the year

Comes pain and suffering

As if my body has had

Enough of me and

I begin to think I am

Losing my mind

(Which perhaps I am)

I lie in bed curled up:

Exhausted, embryonic

Sleep embraces me

Almost instantaneously

Like a mother to a lost child

And whilst I am in her presence,

Troubled dreams greet me and

I find myself first sighing and then crying

Forgotten memories of family faces

Come rushing back like old shadows

From my childhood; mysterious and haunting

And all of a sudden,

Waves of happiness and sadness

Wash over me, leaving me

As an emotional wreckage

On the shore of subconciousness

I am as I was before, returned

To a state of complete

Innocence and purity,

Through the confines of

This solitude