Betrayal

Betrayal

An imminent cloud of smoke

Rising from a fire on a hill:

Distant enough to arouse suspicion

Close enough to make ill-will its mission

 

And yet we are foolish

Enough to listen

As the embers crackle and die

Not perceiving

That very same fire

Still burning in our eyes

 

As we turn to others

To give them the murderous kiss

We have received

The black shadow of Death

Marks a stain as it leaves

 

Not once. Not twice,

Nor even thrice.

Betrayal is imminent,

An ordinary part of life

 

Where men turn their crosses

Upside down;

No longer a symbol of love

But a symbol of hate

“INRI, what became of your

Righteous crown?”

 

“Hidden, hidden away

Behind sorry veils

By those that believed

Their transgressions

Had brought them beyond the pale”

Cried He.

 

But even now

The bitter taste of betrayal

Like a soured wine

Fulfilled a prophecy

That would stand the test of time.

The Light That Eclipses All Darkness

For so long I have learned to dwell in darkness,

It’s like I never even knew the light existed

I disguised myself in its depths,

Preventing myself to grow

But now I know there is a light

That eclipses all darkness

It is the only way, the only hope

For this broken world

I long to bathe in its brilliance

And to never shrink back to those shadows

That first comfort and then flee.

It was never meant to be.

The answer to this life is love

I should have always listened to the voice of

Wisdom from above.

The Dream

Last night as I slept,

A dark stranger entered my mind,

A vision so strong I believed

It had been brought to life:

 

Her presence swimming from the river

To the bank; her movements so graceful

My heart almost sank

 

Before I could whisper a word,

Her hands started gliding up my legs;

“I hope I’ll be able to do something

To get your forgiveness,” she said

 

My heart wept violently,

Like a little child inside of me

I could do no more than to put my

Hands in front of me upon what I saw

 

So I stroked her hair gently,

Feeling as if some great

Benefactor had sent me

As her saviour,

Urging me to forgive her

 

How could I ever act in hate,

Wearing the mask that perpetrates?

How could I ever lose myself in anger,

Using my words to strangle her?

 

I could not achieve such a feat,

Not whilst she was crying desperately at my feet

 

So I rubbed my hands into the smoothness

Of her back, to reassure her

That my love for her does not lack,

 

Until all of a sudden I woke and found

That her presence had deserted me

 

When I tried to recall the dark stranger

In my mind I experienced revelation anew:

 

The dark stranger – it was you.

Drop All Your Baggage

Drop all your baggage;

leave it at the door.

Run to the well of life,

asking if there’s more.

Listen to the old wife’s voice

until it starts to grate;

“Never sleep on your anger,

or else it will be too late”

Take heed of her cry

as it slowly drifts on the wind

Never forget those wise words:

In your anger do not sin.

For when you lose the ability to sleep

due to anger,

all you’re left with is an untimely

cliff hanger.

Why do I retreat so stubbornly,

withdrawing myself from you?

What made me so abrasive, so shallow and rude?

No matter how many times I say I’m sorry,

the answer remains the same:

I still need your love, assurance and forgiveness

to prove that I can change.