The Dream

Last night as I slept,

A dark stranger entered my mind,

A vision so strong I believed

It had been brought to life:

 

Her presence swimming from the river

To the bank; her movements so graceful

My heart almost sank

 

Before I could whisper a word,

Her hands started gliding up my legs;

“I hope I’ll be able to do something

To get your forgiveness,” she said

 

My heart wept violently,

Like a little child inside of me

I could do no more than to put my

Hands in front of me upon what I saw

 

So I stroked her hair gently,

Feeling as if some great

Benefactor had sent me

As her saviour,

Urging me to forgive her

 

How could I ever act in hate,

Wearing the mask that perpetrates?

How could I ever lose myself in anger,

Using my words to strangle her?

 

I could not achieve such a feat,

Not whilst she was crying desperately at my feet

 

So I rubbed my hands into the smoothness

Of her back, to reassure her

That my love for her does not lack,

 

Until all of a sudden I woke and found

That her presence had deserted me

 

When I tried to recall the dark stranger

In my mind I experienced revelation anew:

 

The dark stranger – it was you.

Love That Penetrates Like The Rain

I hope it slowly starts to sink in

Let my presence seep in like raindrops on your skin

My love for you is growing anew and I’m slowly becoming attached to you

 

You’re on my mind all the time…

What have you done to make me so

Enthralled by you?

 

Yet I’ve been in this place many a time,

This love is a rhyme I know all too well

Somehow I fall in too easily

And the walls cave in around me

I’m stuck with nowhere to go,

Nobody to turn to and nowhere to call home

 

Still your face is a comforting sight

And I will kill to see a smile on your face…

For it brings me to that place where

I always want to go

 

If I find no shelter, at least there is something

In you that I can call home

You fill a little place in my heart that

I will cherish forever…

I hope you never leave it ever.

Dispensable Love

It only takes a moment to stop

And realise what is going on

Suddenly my mind catches up

With me and I realise the

Person I’ve become

 

I am overwhelmed in thinking

I have done everything wrong

What I thought was important

Has been folly all along

 

Including you whom I’ve

Thought about too much

You suck me in like

A leech to blood

I lose all sense of reality

And feel like giving up

 

All my efforts have boiled down

To nothing…

What is it but worthlessness

At the end of the day?

 

I give everything to make

You happy and yet you have

Nothing to say

 

Therefore I must anaesthetize

The love that has been the root

Of all my ecstasy and pain

Like a broken record once loved

I will throw you away.