To have the person I love and care for the most

Not even comprehend as much

Hurts more than you’ll ever really know

Whilst I think of them dearly,

I bemoan that it is only my mind that hears me

And not the person I have come to cherish

And so I am sad all along and left wondering

Whether I am wrong to waste my time this way

For although their love is worth it,

Perhaps it is not I that deserves it,

But some other who is more fortunate in this life.

But I cannot accept it whole-heartedly,

There is always a part of me that will never willing let go.

This is the part of me that will hold onto you hardest,

Showing that for you my love is at its vastest

Than it can ever, ever be.